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Sometimes you blow off the visitors because of your support for the locals, which is often bittersweet. On the one hand, there is, to use a sports analogy, a feeling of virtue for having supported the home team. Also, you will probably see lots of people you know (from Ani Kyd to Stephen Hamm, from Shockk Mongoose to Joelle May, from Art Perry to Ed Hurrell, there were dozens of familiar faces in the audience at the WISE last night for I, Braineater).
But on the other hand, for a person afflicted by FOMO (like myself), the awareness of being somewhere where you coulda been somewhere else sometimes weighs heavy: you're sitting there watching, for example, Art Bergmann's band veer perilously between brilliance and chaos, coming too close to chaos more often than you'd like, and thinking, "Damn, I have never seen Pansy Division and now maybe I never will." (True story, I blew off the last Pansy Division show in town for an Art Bergmann gig. But that Art gig was maybe the best I've seen him do since he returned, with Don Binns on bass, for the RSD release of What Fresh Hell is This? I loved it, and would have kicked myself for missing it, which is maybe one way of resolving conflicts like this: "Which gig will you kick yourself harder for having missed?" On the other hand, I have also since sometimes had "Gee I wish I had seen Pansy Division" thoughts).
Last night, the contest was between street punk at the Cobalt (which is what I actually wrote about) and I, Braineater (Whom I'd written about at length last year, so if you haven't read that, you should just skip this and go there). I will not tell a lie: the contest went to the people offering me a comp! I probably coulda weaseled my way into the other gig, based on the article, but I didn't even have to ask, so... sure, yes please, thanks Dave, I'm coming! Sometimes the path of least resistance opens in front of you and there it is and you go DOWN THAT PATH.
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And it was a delightful night, so I have no regrets. Some of the high points didn't, actually, involve I, Braineater -- or Rat Silo, who also rocked, which makes sense, since its 2/3rds Sons of Freedom. (Kittyrotica was fun too but I didn't know any of the songs; I'm presuming they were all originals? Throwing in, like, an Aerosmith or Johnny Thunders cover or something would have been a smart move -- connect with the audience in different ways. New bands should always add one cover: "This is what we sound like doing a song you all know", like. But Kitty's a glammy rockstar, our own furry-eared Yngwie, and tasty guitar licks abounded. Nice to see Rd Cane in the house, too!).
No, some of the high points were in fact kinda social! Like, I got told a pretty entertaining story about a friend's experience with (les?) papillons d'amour (the French slang term for pubic lice, AKA crabs: "the butterflies of love"), which we arrived at via a conversation about the performance-art pubic lice race in Jim Carroll's Forced Entries, which I had entirely forgotten (and where he had first learned that phrase; so if you're wondering, "How did you get onto the topic of pubic lice", it was via the topic of Jim Carroll, whose Catholic Boy had popped up in my buddy's My9Albums thing going around... from My9Albums to pubic lice in three steps).
The story included some laugh-out-loud moments, like my friend going to a French hospital and, not recalling his Carroll, straining to think of the name for "crabs" and ultimately telling the nurse he had shrimp. (Les crevettes d'amour! That'd be a hell of a bandname). I will not publicly credit the storyteller, for obvious reasons, and apologize for repping some of his tale here -- it is HIS tale - but it was a very fun story, and it reminded me of my own experiences of language error in Japan (which did not involve pubic lice; I have never had pubic lice! But my best Japanese language error was probably asking a ramen cook if he had ramen stock made from people. I meant garlic! "Nin-niku" vs "nin-gen").
Though speaking of food, by choosing the path of "support your local scene" virtue, I got to stop at a friend's place for home-cooked spaghetti bolognese, on the way. This is also not nothing! (Thanks, Danielle!).
But rest assured, Braineater was very fun. It took me awhile to get fully onboard with the performance, as I kinda like the idea of music like Braineater's delivered by beautiful, sexually ambiguous, vaguely menacing goth-glam youth, maybe with a switchblade in his boot. Which is how I remember him from my first ever time seeing a punk show, October 20 of 1984, when I, Braineater opened for the Dead Kennedys. (42 fucking years ago? What?). Jim just ain't as pretty or as sexually ambiguous or as menacing as he was back then (and even kinda has a song about that); in fact, he's actually a pretty nice guy, open-eyed, down to earth, and unpretentious, and you can kinda tell, so the frisson of danger that came with vintage-era Braineater, the slightly scary rockstar aura (for me, at least) has been replaced with other virtues. But Braineater maybe NEEDS a bit of that rockstar thing, needs some of that aura of danger onstage, y'know? Maybe it's just that I have spent time with both Jim and Dave offstage but what Nietzsche calls the pathos of distance is simply no longer there for me.
And to be damningly honest, the delivery at first was not as lean-and-mean as I'd've liked; the curtains went up before the band was fully ready to start playing, which was a mistake -- the curtains shoulda gone up and there was a SHOW ready to start, boom! The setup was there for some rock theatre, as we waited for the show to start -- I definitely felt the excitement; but I guess it would have felt silly for them, playing to friends and puttin' on airs? They shoulda put on a FEW airs at least! Just forget that 3/4s of the audience have been in your house (for an art show, but still) and pretend you're playing New York or something, and blow everyone away with bonafide rockstar charisma.
So my critic kept popping up and wrestling with my attempts to just ENTER THE MUSIC, which is the goal. Sometimes when I am struggling it can help to alter my state -- had a Mission of Burma show I was not connecting with greatly improved by a few hits off a joint with friends outside. But my state was already altered (I've been baking). I had successfully danced to Rat Silo, was having a harder time with Braineater, and was further distracted from the be-here-now of it by hopes that they would play "The Bridge", which is my favourite new song (it proved to be absent from the setlist). I wandered the venue, took a seat, and took a time out.
And that was the turning point, I discovered with some relief, the fulcrum in the night. It was around that point when Dave and Rod Bruno disappeared off the stage, and Jim did some engaging storytelling to evoke the old duo-days with Andy Graffiti, but with Mike Ferns instead. And then Dave and Rod Bruno came back and the band locked in and... yep, I was sold. Jim's energy seemed to boost, too. It maybe helped that I went and stood up front again -- but things clicked, especially as we built up to "Edge" and "Sacred Cow". I did not dance, at this point, but I stood amidst people who did, and had a fine time, my inner critic having shut the fuck up, thank Christ. And never did I think I shoulda gone to the other show!
So whew. I, Braineater > Art Bergmann, in that respect.
And then there's the new album, a gorgeous gatefold signed by all four members. Did they all sell? There were only 200 made, at least in this pink-vinyl variant, with an overall high-end private-press aesthetic, like one of those albums you can see from afar and go, "Ooh, what's that? That looks special." Maybe they have plans to make others in black or such, but if you weren't there and didn't grab it, I presume at least a few of the pink will make it into shops. Nothing will ever beat my having listened to it at stupendous volume to completion with Jim in his truck, going through the whole record as we drove around Vancouver, interviewing him in-between songs, but it really is a worthy culmination of a long career.
Hell, it's mid-afternoon now, maybe I can turn it up a little and listen to a side before I leave for work.
They didn't have Rat Silo's new album at the merch table, but this is the first song on it, apparently. I need to know about this album, too. Did anyone else think Jim Newton looked a bit like Walter White, while Don Binns looked a bit like William S. Burroughs?
We must investigate this Rat Silo further.




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